I had an energy reading done on myself and I was told that he was focusing on six specific colors in my life and I should think about these colors and focus on them and think about what these colors mean to me in a positive light.
The colors that I was told to focus on were
Orange
Yellow
Green
Turquoise
Royal Blue
Violet
These are the colors, now to figure out what they mean to me. I have always been a person that likes deep rich colors, but the strange thing is that white is my representational color. White is pure and clean and free of any thing dirty. I don't know if this is how I always wanted to see myself but white is always the way that represent myself when it comes to clothes or cars. When I think about myself in dreams or fantasy's, I always picture myself wearing all white or driving a white car, or living in a house that is all white. I am not sure if this represents a lack of commitment to any one thing or my fear to break out of my own personal shell and experiment with all the colors that are represented. I know I am drawn to very deep and rich colors on the outside, and in my minds eye, these are the things that draw my attention, but internally it is always WHITE.
I have been thinking a alot about what each of these colors mean to me and I have been taking notes on them so try to break this down into something that I can understand. A few them come to me easy and I know what they represent in my life, but the other few...it is taking me some time to figure it out. So I will start with what came the most easy to me....
Turquoise:
When ever I think of turquoise, the first and only thing that comes to my mind is my oldest brother that has passed away. He used to always wear turquoise rings, necklaces, and other jewelry. He thought it brought him power or some kind and he was always showing his stuff to me. He passed away many years ago from cancer and he was living with his second wife at the time and the relationship between her and my family was not very good to say the least. When he passed she pretty much shut everyone else out and there was no way for me to get any of his older jewelry, which was something that I wanted to remember him by. He was a lot older than I was (12 years) so I was never really close to him, but he was my oldest brother and growing up the way I did, I knew more about him for stories I was told them from actual experience. I remember the last time I saw him, I was living in California. My mom called me and told me that she didn't think he would make it through the weekend, so I got on the first plane out of Cali, back to Georgia (over $1,000 ticket) and make it home to see him that weekend. I spent all weekend at his home in Jacksonville, but by this time he didn't know who I was or where he was at. I left on Sunday and flew home and my mom called on Wednesday and told me he had passed.
Green:
Green is the color of my birth stone...EMERALDS. I was born on my mothers birthday so mine and my mom's birth stone is emeralds. My mother used to have a huge emerald ring with white diamonds on each side of it. I always remembered looking at it and trying it on and playing with it. When I think of green, the first thing that comes to my mind is my mom. It represents the love that she always gave me and the protection she always provides. She has always been my security blanket and the fact that I always know that she will be there for me no matter what, has always helped me
Royal Blue and Violet:
These are deep colors that represent power and life to me. The dark deep colors mean passion, and power, and strength when ever I think of them. Violet was the favorite color of my last partner. He loved this color and actually painted our bedroom this color once. He was open and loud and proud, and I guess that is what this color represents...in you face!! Royal blue is an offset of the Violet, where as Violet is in your face, Royal Blue still represents power but in more of a demure way. I think this is where we met in the middle. I would be more of a royal blue while he was more of a violet.
Orange:
I was not sure as to what orange represented to me on a personal level, so I went on a search for other meanings of the color, this what I found....Orange is one of the healing colors. It is said to increase the craving for food. It also stimulates enthusiasm and creativity. Orange means vitality with endurance. People who like orange are usually thoughtful and sincere. Lady luck's color is orange. I have been told that if a change of any kind is need in life, just burn an orange candle for 7 nights.
Yellow:
Yellow was also something that I couldn't place in my life for any specific reason, so I went back to the web site and this is what I found. The web site says that yellow symbolizes wisdom along with joy and happiness. People of high intellect favor yellow. Yellow daffodils are a symbols of unrequited love. Like the energy of a bright sunny day, yellow brings clarity and awareness. The shade of yellow determines its effect: Yellow-green can mean deceit, and creates a disoriented feeling. Orange-yellow imparts a sense of establishment. Clean light yellow clears the mind, making it active and alert.
Each of these colors mean something different things to me and some more then others. the first four are hte most important ones, but I am still trying to place the other two some place in my life. I know there has to be a place some where but so far I have not come up with any thing. I feel like I do have some of the characteristics of the last two colors, but that i all, but I am open for discussion.
This is the link to the website that breaks down the meaning of different colors...http://crystal-cure.com/color.html
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